Sigh.

I'm really sick of constantly making life changing decisions.  I had gotten settled into this travel nurse thing.  My Nordstrom card is paid off.  I was content.  I'm back soul searching again.  If no travel assignment comes by next Saturday....how am I going to find a permanent job somewhere that will let me go to Thailand in July?!  Even so, where in the world should that be?  Warning:  this next statement is oh-so melodramatic but oh-so spot on for where I'm at.  I feel like every time I think I have things figured out, it always goes awry.  

Pray Pray Pray.